An Abandoned Book

Don’t you hate it when you can’t finish a book?

I recently began reading Pilgrim by Timothy Findley. I read his novel, The Piano Man’s Daughter, when it came out years ago and enjoyed it, though I don’t remember much about it except a sentence that went something like: “She had the kind of smile that told the world to go to hell.” I picked Pilgrim randomly from my bookshelf.

It’s about a guy, Pilgrim, who doesn’t want to live, but he comes back to life every time he tries to kill himself. He’s declared officially dead, but then he somehow starts breathing again. The story takes place in a mental hospital after his latest suicide attempt. Carl Jung is his doctor. A large portion of the novel consists of a journal written by Pilgrim and read by Jung who’s trying to figure this guy out.

I gave up on the novel about halfway through it (page 250 or so). Timothy Findley’s writing is finely-crafted, and the story is interesting. But I had ten years of interesting as an undergrad and graduate student. After a while, interesting just doesn’t cut it. I was also bored by the company of Findley’s writing. I can understand why he’s so popular with academics; his writing is very proper and polite and ripe for analysis. After 250 pages of that and not much happening, I couldn’t take it anymore.

What books have you had to give up on?

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Phillip Cairns is a beekeeper in St. John's, Newfoundland, who writes about beekeeping at

4 Replies to “An Abandoned Book”

  1. 1) Tolstoy’s War and Peace because I couldn’t keep the names straight; too many damn characters.
    2) Proust’s Rememberence of Things Past because it was TOO detailed, although I still occasionally read snippets of it.
    3) Fitzgerald’s The Great Gatsby because it bored me.

    Lots of others. My simple mind can’t handle a dozen character names to keep track of, and I don’t have the patience for flowery, contrived writing.

  2. The Great Gatsby – Read half of it; BORING!

    The Blind Assassin by Margaret Atwood I couldn’t finish it and I am an Atwood fan. I read 100 pages. The plot was overly complicated and the character was unlikable.

    Time and Again by Jack Finney – I didn’t finish it. I read about 50 pages and just stopped. I am sure this is a good book. I just wasn’t in the mood.

  3. I stop reading some books because I’m not in the right mood for it, but then a year or more later when I attempt it again, I love it and can’t imagine what bored me. That happened with William Wharton’s “Scumbler” and Pullman’s “The Golden Compass”, to name a couple.

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